Man, I haven’t really blogged in so long… except the little public-service announcements below…
I think I’ll take a chance that no one really reads this, and I can say what I feel…maybe for the eyes of those far away who love me from afar.
I’m in a funk. Not a “had-a-bad-day” funk, but a lost funk. I just found myself – my super-obsessive-compulsive-clean-til-you-drop-or-it-is-done (and it’s never done) self – standing in the laundry room, staring at the laundry in the dryer thinking, “why bother?”
I’m a little confused.
I’m frustrated. I thought that when it all came together with Basilica, I would feel relieved. Instead, I feel left out. Like I’ve spent to much time putting it all together to be included.
Man, why can’t I ever just be content?